the land of forever darkness

House of Mirrors

2005-06-01T20:30:00Z

The Story of Lyvi and Devi- is for another time...
i'm completely bored like hell because gaia has decided to get bent. X.x; and it makes me sad... anyway my life has been tiresome. lots of work, lots more gaia...
i'm so bored i was going through the kittie things for moods, some are really weird and cute... there's one if you're high X.x;

wow...

2005-05-25T23:20:24Z

i almost forgot about this thing... i should update along with my xanga. X.x;

hi everyone

2005-02-19T15:56:52Z

so... yea.... nothing to say....
well, gaia is having an overload...
but that's all...

look what i found

2005-01-04T22:57:17Z

A French teacher was explaining to her class that in French, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine.
House is feminine- "la maison."
Pencil is masculine- "le crayon."
A student then asked, "What gender is the 'computer'?"
Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups - male and female - and asked them to decide for themselves whether "computer" should be a masculine or a feminine noun. Each group was asked to give four reasons for their recommendation.

The men's group decided that "computer" should definitely be of the feminine gender ("la computer") because:
1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic;
2. The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else;
3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long-term memory for a possible later review;
4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending half your salary on accessories for it.

The women's group, however, concluded that computers should be masculine ("le computer") because:
1. In order to do anything with them, you have to turn them on;
2. They have a lot of data but still can't think for themselves;
3. They are supposed to help you solve problems, but half the time they ARE the problem; and
4. As soon as you commit to one, you realize that if you had waited a little longer, you could have gotten a better model.

The women won ...

reliable mom

2004-12-07T00:05:22Z

this is what happens when you have a reliable mom.
-i call her and she tells me to be at her workplace at 6, 630
-i arrive at the equivilent of 611, i wait outside at Starbucks.
-i go and look to see if she's at her workplace;not there
-i figure she's in changing room and wait outside of Starbucks...
-... for exactly half an hour...
-i call her at home, no one picks up.
-if i'm still online at 845pm today, i need a ride home.
this is what happens when you have a reliable mom.
do you want to know why i'm very dependent on my friends?
because there is no one to depend upon except myself and them!

complain complain

2004-11-29T20:59:53Z

okay, so i walk into the library and look for a comp, a lady just stands in the middle for a while, so i find one and am about to sit down when she was like "Excuse me, i was waiting for that" of course i let her have it but i can't stand some peoples attitudes waiting around for others to do the work and taking it for themselves. what a greenwich attitude!

my email didn't let me check my mail

2004-11-27T20:16:37Z

poli= many
tics= blood-sucking creatures

i'm just kinda sleepy, and for a recommendation by someone online who i definatly don't know, the book 1984 by George Orwell is resonably a good read....
nightie night my friends
its time to fo to Gaia..

hi

2004-11-13T18:17:42Z

i saw a kid walk past me as i was walking to the library. he was probably 9 or 10, and he was reading Fahrenheit 911, and i smiled... his mother who was behind him smiled back...

(\ /)
(^-^)
0(> <)
o o its supposed to be a rabbit...

i'm not sure what else i should say...
bye (^-^)

blu_archangel @ 2004-11-08T18:33:00

2004-11-08T23:36:58Z

thx adam, for making me feel better... you're really great most of the time.

my stupid motherfucking opinions

2004-11-08T22:47:41Z

No, i didn't read anything before this...

1)i'd just like to bitch about our political system.... in a few short words... I HATE BUSH!
wow! that felt refreshing! i wonder why? ^-^
well, cya civil rights, by the time i could drink, you won't be around anymore and i'll have no problem drinking until i drown.
2)i'm bitching right now about our group.
Greg-you have a problem with our group, especially laura, danielle, adam, and most of all right now sandra. right now, i'm really bitchy so stay away from my friends... i love them all too much for you to go and hurt them. yeah, it might be nice if you stay away from me too. And did you really think Nicole would say yes? i'm a nice person and i'll act nice now.
Adam-when i ask you, don't bother me, it might just be i'm really irritable now, but sometimes you really do get on my nerves. i love you and all, but back off when i say so. please.
nobody else really ticks me off... thats a pretty good sign...
3)i just feel like screaming

this got alot off my mind, and yet it feels very heavy...

What is it you consider a subject?

2004-10-08T22:55:30Z

And she pounded on the glass, making herself believe that she would be able to break away from the sands of time. But alas, she too was consumed by her past with salted drops stained at her face. She knew that the snow would never be so white as it had been when her friends were still alive, and she knew the pulses of thier veins would never beat again, and the blood would never melt away like the snow it had been absorbed unto. It didn't really matter anymore. And so be it.

i'm back!

2004-08-27T15:35:39Z

i'm soo not excited to be back, my life here is like torture and although i missed you ppl, i rather be bac with my daddy and auntie... and my two best friends... i'm sry but life absolutly sux here! friend's are expendable right? joking...
um if i got you somthing from hawaii, check with sarah, i sent almost everything to her... if she doesn't have it, check with me, and if i don't have it, i didn't buy it for you thus feeling that either you won't mind me not getting you a gift, your gift to me was saving me money, or i completely forgot about you and you have no meaning or impact on my life whatsoever. ^-^
the sun is out and i want to play!
i also want food!
also i'm never buying stuff for u guys again... it cost alot a money ^-^'
yea well, see you on the 31st! i hate skool!

going away!!!

2004-08-03T15:17:08Z

i don't know how many of you got the joke...
I'm out this friday, like at 6am so don't call me after that... but i'm leaving this forsaken place until the 25th... uh, when does school start anyway? if you wanted something in particular, you have to call me and tell me what you want and where you live, it cannot be perishable, whether it is a perishable food, of a live pig with an apple in its mouth (I've been asked this but customs won't let me take it off the island, i got in trouble for bringing grapes into the state **sigh**) Peace out ppls and see ya during school!

please answer

2004-07-27T21:06:35Z

why do i keep a livejournal? is it to talk to you ppl in some indirect way? why should i bother with this?

Two choices

2004-07-21T15:16:14Z

i got this from a fanfic...
"Either you can choose to carve yourself to fit the world, of carve the world to fit you."
if you know me well, you would know what i could pick.

i'm REALLY bored... thx Sarah... who's not answering her phone

2004-07-15T19:33:17Z

You are a Silent Dreamer...
Some say your a freak, others say your very
blunt, but the truth is your just
misunderstood. You understand a lot more then
you let on, but that doesn't stop you from
letting them think what they want. Who cares?
Your you, that's all thats importaint.

What kind of Dreamer are you?
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you are lavenderblush
#FFF0F5

Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing.

Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.

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YOU ARE ETHER!

Well, well... you are the mysterious Fifth Element!
The Fifth Element, Ether, is used or conjured
in many ancient religions or magics, but is not
something found on this plane. Those that have
been able to make the ascension to the Ether
are truly evolved people, possessed with
heightened senses of intelligence, perception,
and empathy that others simply don't have.
Everyday possessions aren't of much interest -
you are beyond that. You tend to gravitate to
open spaces, changing environments, and won't
saddle yourself with one style or decision.
Indeed, just one type of career isn't of
interest to you either, as your need to
constantly continue evolving and growing won't
allow you to settle down. Sadly, this need may
also impact your social life as well. You tend
to have few friends as not many people
understand you, and fewer relationships because
you simply outgrow them.

Don't be discouraged by this, though. You are truly
one of the unique, for very few people have
been able to achieve this type of
enlightenment. Be proud and use your knowledge
and experiences to teach and help others as
much as you can. Good luck and congratulations!

Now that you have an idea of your strengths and
weaknesses, why don't you put them to the test?
If you follow my lead I can take you to a game
world where you can explore different sides of
yourself and taste real power. Just follow my
lead, enter a name...

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Which of the 5 Prime Elements are you?
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You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.

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Faerie:
Faeries are sweet loving beings who love to help
people. They are not held back by reality and
love to dream and fly around. You probably are
very creative and although not the most popular
person in the world you are probably loved by
many for your sweet caring personality.

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i am really really bored...

You are the Aqua Marine Mermaid. You are pure and
brave. Strong and True. Your best freind is
your seahorse, your steed. You have fought many
battles in your own life and in the sea. No
matter what challenge you overcome it.
Congratulations there are very few of you.

What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
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Your a Guradien Angel! Guardien Angels are also
knows as Warrior Angels, because they are the
army of God. Not always meaning that they are
in war, simply that their job is to protect
unwary humans from dark dragons, or other evil
demons. Warrior Angels are not always friendly
with humans, but they will watch over them all
the time. Humans say that when a miracle
happens, thank your guradien angel.

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thinking

2004-07-15T18:21:15Z

To anyone anywhere near Greenwich, there is a sidewalk sale on Greenwich Ave 4m July 15- July 17
Just letting u ppl kno

i like this quote...
"They say a woman who holds a grudge can make the waters freeze in the summer."

my head hurts....
also on a slightly more cheerful note... since i'm going to visit my dad (hopefully soon... *mumbles* gotta get outa that hellhole sum time or another before it drives me mad... huh? ur still here?) i am gonna guess my lovely posse would like me to bring back as many japanese snacks that can fit in my bag... if i like you enough i'll do special requests...
maybe i shouldn't have said that, i bet u ppl would make the my bags explode... *Oh! what i would do to keep friends*

To Moro-dashi *lol* -PLEASE bring back free stuff 4m Otokon...
peace out!

hmmm

2004-07-15T16:26:30Z

well, it seems i'm all set, considering i haven't done any of these except involuntarily flirt, but that's just my nature, this is under my real name by the way...

Questions you never knew you wanted answered:

2004-07-15T16:22:59Z

Favorite Drink:
Overall: hmmm, ice tea, with alot of sugar
Soda: sprite
Smoothie: blueberrry, strawberry, raspberry and vitimin stuff
Alcoholic: smoothie types
To try: Green Dragon, Firebird, Bacardi, Madeira, Sapphire Bambay

Favorite Ice cream:
Overall: rasberry sorbet, homemade
Chocolate craving: something with caramel...
Sorbet: Rasberry! Strawberry!
Sherbert: i'm not really a fan...
Sort serve: Goffer's strawberry or rasberry

Favorite Acitivites:
Comp0uter: email! fanfics!
Athletic: Ice skating, badmitton, swimming(backstroke), soccer, basketball, fencing (somewhat)
Mental: Daydreaming, planning stuff, sleep mode, drowning every once in a while
Books:that's easy! reading
Bad Habits: i eat alot of junk food whenever i get the chance

Favorite:
Books: I'm supposed to name them all?
Webcomic: i don't read webcomics...
Manga(of mine): xxxholic, Confidential Confessions, Shutterbox, Boys over Flowers, Petshop of Horrors, Vampire Game, INVU, .hack
Manga (of all): Kill me Kiss me, Angel Santuary, Les Bijoux, Pita-Ten, Snow Drop, Hellsing, Girl got Game, Model
Collectible: stamps, various trading cards, pretty things, pretty things to go on Le Wall
Candle scents: pumpkin spice (like cinnamon and cider...), vanilla, ocean breeze, lavender
Tastes: lightly spicy, tangy, a bit sour, sweet, fruity
Food: Everything except squid intestines, ants (or any type of bug), chili peppers, and brocoli rabe
Music: Techno, punk rock, rock, heavy metal, and sountracks
Bands: Drezden Dollz

how sad the world could be

2004-07-08T19:45:25Z

it would be sad if dreams never came true, and life would be filled with the mundane misery that fills your heart because dreams never came true. it would be sad if you felt all alone and there was no one to reach out to you, or conforted you when you cried. it would be sad to have family and find out they don't even know who you are. it would be sad if you had friends who didn't understand. it would be sad if the world was like that.

the ocean was made by tears.

yawn

2004-06-19T14:50:39Z

sometimes i wonder about what people think of me truthfully, and maybe what i think of myself, but not right now, i think that is a waste of time...
i wonder what it is like to have family... i can tell u that my mother isn't anything close to family, and my father doesn't even remember what grade i'm in...
it worries me...

i sound pretty good if i do say so myself ^-^

2004-06-19T14:17:30Z

How to make a blu_archangel

Ingredients:

5 parts intelligence

1 part silliness

3 parts beauty

Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of fitness

Personality cocktail
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Thank u

2004-06-02T00:15:53Z

Danielle thanks alot for listening to me rant...
u have more patience than i will ever aqquire in a lifetime

bloody tears

2004-05-25T21:58:20Z

the mascarade is so beautiful... so many of my friends are there... it looks so fun... but the looks are decieving... i am there... and i have a mask... with blood stained tears which stain the mask a dark brackish red... a few of my freinds are here... for instance chocochan is here... its strange... she's in a cute little dress happily sitting on the floor humming to herself... swirling her finger on the floor... her white mask represents her innocence and goodness... the floor is strangely dark red and somehow seeps into her white dress... she looks up at me with her large sad eyes... and i only glimpse into the darkness within her eyes... her masks has no tears, blood stained or water... strange because i kno how she is hurting inside... the mask... i pull it away from her face and it smashes onto the ground... her cute face is sliced and shredded, and the blood mixes into her tears... i see her pain... it hurts me too... and although she is right there, i cannot reach her or call her at all... which worries me... because i care... and not being able to help at all is one of the worst feelings i could have... i am forcibly pulled away from her... maybe i can't bear to see the sadness... although i feel for her... i can't understand... maybe that is the gap i wish to furfill... i can't be helped but dragged away, even though she almost seems to be right in the middle of the room... satinmasked is there... she has a mask too... except it doesn't have bloody tears for that matter... she seems happy sorta shoveling food in her mouth... i sigh and kno it is her behind the mask... i don't pay much attention to her either except that the mask she wears is so beautiful... it represents loneliness and reminds me a bit of my own self... it sends shivers down my spine as i look at it because it has such a longing... because in her world there has never been anyone to break the bubble...and in a way she doesn't want that bubble to be broken... drearypoet is here also... strange... never thought he would be here... but nevertheless here he is... he has his back turned to me... and when i tap him on the shoulder he turns to look at me and then nudges me off... he doesn't want to show himself... and thus he is hidden behind a glass mask, but the glass is clouded and i can't see what he hides behind it... most of these masks are so hiding... its strange... there are so many more people here... these are the three masks that intrest me the most right now... i take off my mask... every thing is normal again... but my mask is bright and cheery... i don't understand... there were tears on them before... and then i realize that the tears are actually on my face and all along i have been keeping something like the other three also.... except i don't kno what it is... and why it is that i feel that way....

quote Sophia

2004-05-22T15:04:47Z

"Suicide is a lovely thought, and often accompanies me throughout my dreams at night..."
"Don't kll yourself..."
"It's still only a thought..."
"But ever forming like a bubble full of lucious blood ready to explode at any moment..."
I will never move, I will rot into the ground with sorrow filled cries and you will go on living with hidden guilt... All because you said "I love you" and knew you didn't mean it... but I did...